Just like "Inside out" I kept remembering memories that are painful and some memories do bring happiness. They are like my core memories.
I remembered, I loved went to Putrajaya, to be precise, Pullman (lakeside), alone/not alone. I just sit/walk there and after 10 minutes, then I went to Alamanda. I love being alone. I have made myself clear since that day (weh macam drama la pula, no seriously this is ME), I have to be braver. I just get scared when people being playful while asking a serious question. It was the 'IT' moment where 'I seriously need some break from this people'.
I remembered on my last day of school (2012), we played 'simbah air' that was somehow bring pain to me, I just miss the time that I was literally not stressing about anything. I just miss my schoolmate, classmate, and playmate. After a long time for not seeing each other, I feel the different, I feel more insecure, because I just stop right after I got Diploma, I had no intention (yet) to continue Degree. Meanwhile most of them are in their last year of Degree or in 2nd year.
I remembered we 'OHANA' always stuck together, having break at foyer in large circle. We should label our group as Foodies, when we meet we only eat and talk. We OHANA always do unthinkable things together, went to Alamanda, IOI, Cyberjaya, and hunting the best NAN CHEESE (still not found the best nan cheese). We girls lepak-ing until midnight, chatting in our groups about spoiler, stress, problems, or K-pop Gossips (no school gossip, serious). We still do keep in touch with each other (group Whatsapp).
I remembered my first day of Diploma, I was cute skinny (this is a lie) lost little girl trying to adapt new environment where I don't even know how to socialise with beside my schoolmate. After getting the hang of it, I made wonders of journey during Diploma. I just love my dorm-mate, all of them, my housemate and my roommate. All the lecture and lecturer were amazing. My Mentor for 3 years, Madam Raftah (forever ibu with the food she fed us all, much love with her karipap cheese). Cik Zana and Cik Ila for superb food at Cafe, those Sambal Tempe from cik zana, and dinner from Cik Ila stall was the best. Funniest things tend to happen during first year, where I'm getting my outing card sign with felo, sir would be asking "is this really you in the picture? you look 'bulat' now".
I remembered my practical at TIMB, I was so noob! But heyy, I manage to get permanent spot in the company, until I think, it is the best to end my experience with them. Lastly, I am still not able to make decision whether to continue Degree, and currently looking for a part-time job. Ahahahahaha.
Be prepared on my rant below. Seriously, I type this during my sleepless night.
I remembered, I loved went to Putrajaya, to be precise, Pullman (lakeside), alone/not alone. I just sit/walk there and after 10 minutes, then I went to Alamanda. I love being alone. I have made myself clear since that day (weh macam drama la pula, no seriously this is ME), I have to be braver. I just get scared when people being playful while asking a serious question. It was the 'IT' moment where 'I seriously need some break from this people'.
I remembered on my last day of school (2012), we played 'simbah air' that was somehow bring pain to me, I just miss the time that I was literally not stressing about anything. I just miss my schoolmate, classmate, and playmate. After a long time for not seeing each other, I feel the different, I feel more insecure, because I just stop right after I got Diploma, I had no intention (yet) to continue Degree. Meanwhile most of them are in their last year of Degree or in 2nd year.
I remembered we 'OHANA' always stuck together, having break at foyer in large circle. We should label our group as Foodies, when we meet we only eat and talk. We OHANA always do unthinkable things together, went to Alamanda, IOI, Cyberjaya, and hunting the best NAN CHEESE (still not found the best nan cheese). We girls lepak-ing until midnight, chatting in our groups about spoiler, stress, problems, or K-pop Gossips (no school gossip, serious). We still do keep in touch with each other (group Whatsapp).
I remembered my first day of Diploma, I was cute skinny (this is a lie) lost little girl trying to adapt new environment where I don't even know how to socialise with beside my schoolmate. After getting the hang of it, I made wonders of journey during Diploma. I just love my dorm-mate, all of them, my housemate and my roommate. All the lecture and lecturer were amazing. My Mentor for 3 years, Madam Raftah (forever ibu with the food she fed us all, much love with her karipap cheese). Cik Zana and Cik Ila for superb food at Cafe, those Sambal Tempe from cik zana, and dinner from Cik Ila stall was the best. Funniest things tend to happen during first year, where I'm getting my outing card sign with felo, sir would be asking "is this really you in the picture? you look 'bulat' now".
I remembered my practical at TIMB, I was so noob! But heyy, I manage to get permanent spot in the company, until I think, it is the best to end my experience with them. Lastly, I am still not able to make decision whether to continue Degree, and currently looking for a part-time job. Ahahahahaha.
until next time,
CikSimah.
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